Welcome to 2018!

The past couple of years have been horrendous for me and my Family. I lost my brother after a long illness and then my Mum passed away very suddenly. As you can probably imagine, we are all devastated and I have struggled with life going on around me and I have just felt lost.  The last conversation I had with my Mum was about how she wanted me to be happy, this is easier said than done because I didn't just lose my Mum, she was my best friend too and so many of my hobbies involved her.

I know that I can't go on the way I been as my Mental health is beginning to spiral out of control again,so, I have made the decision that 2018 is going to be the year of ME!!!! It's going to be difficult but I owe it to my Mum and the rest of my family to be fit, healthy and happy.

I am going to invest more time in doing the things that I enjoy doing, so lots of crafts and fun things and I also need to get myself healthy, mentally and physically.  I am going back to Slimming World next week which will be difficult because it's something I always did with Mum but, I have a good friend, who is going through similar things, coming with me.

I want to invest more time in my You Tube channel and this blog and I have lots of ideas so keep checking back and come with me on my journey to happiness.  It is my intention to have a new blogpost and video up every Sunday.